My favorite line is that Amelia is our latest and final addition. At quick logical reasoning, this decision is appropriate. After lots of soul seeking, I wonder. I don't feel complete, or incomplete.
but for life as I currently know, it is the right thing to do for our family. I want to be able to take them places, I don't want to have my mom have to deal with 3, I can't imagine leaving 2 behind to bring home a third, what if it would be another.. dun dun dun ...girl, I barely have time after work to clean house and play with the kids, I want to have time for my hubby-now and in the years later.... and so on...
but gosh, nothing is as fantastic as the birthing of these babies. meeting them for the first time, learning all about them, watching them turn into little people....
i guess it's a little late if I were to change my mind.. and part of me wonders if the "unsureness" is a result of my miscarriage prior to Owen.
One thing I know for sure is that I have 2 beautiful, healthy kids, and a husband who tries darn hard to help keep me level.. and I am very thankful, happy, and proud of that!
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